I wake up in the morning feeling numb

I wake up in the morning feeling numb
There is a part of me missing
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Something I can't see
I'm trapped inside a spiral of despair
Echoes of yesterday haunts me
Why am I still here?

Don't have the strenght to carry on
Just make this end

Deep inside this jaded heart
distant voices keep on calling
Without the hope that I once had
I am on the verge of falling

I'm living in a cage of my own design
but I'm still living now, ain't I?
Where did I go wrong?
I thought that it was normal to survive
without someone to be there for you
Then why am I still here?

I'm searching for a way to end this tonight
I'm alive but I can't breathe

Every time I see myself
I can't seem to find an answer
The lonliness that I once felt
gets me on the verge of falling

Deep inside this jaded heart
distant voices keep on calling
Without the hope that I once had
I am on the verge of falling

Every time I see myself
I can't seem to find an answer
The lonliness that I once felt
gets me on the verge of falling

There's nothing that can change the way I feel