Confession

This is my confession
I tried so many times to oppress him
Now I decided to explode and let my heart speak its ache
Now I've done all my weak body can fufil I leave it up to him ,and still I know that my anxiousness and my [bad word] 
Can't be paid back with his Love X2
I leave it up to him , leave it up
Still I know , that my feelings are for no use

REFRAIN
He's a player not yet ready to behave mature
man who makes a child still not able to see his future
He's good in deceiving
He's good for love torture
Inspite of my contemplation
I still can't get him captured

man I thought is just like
Someone I could give myself [bad word] ..No
It's so painful to accept the fact that he's rejected me
I've done so many things to make me believe life is possible without him
Still I always console myself, I...I
And I see the symptoms of my love (for him) on my skin

REFRAIN

RAP
I tried to get him out ,outta my head
It worked out , I deceiving myself, forgot my dignity, he sucked away my happiness in learning new things and made me think I love someone else
No it was self-defense so
Do me no harm,please let me go
Do me no harm,please let me fly
Do me no harm,please let me fly...AH

I gave him wings to let him fly
I let him go so I could grow
Now that I know this love is gone,I...I
I give him wings to let him fly