I'm Not Alright

[bad word] you for asking but i'm not alright. 
are you doing this for a reason or is it just out of spite? 
spare me your [bad word]  don't pretend that you care. 
because you know that i'm not alright. 

every time i see you it tears me apart. 
each word you bleed like a knife in my heart. 
stop bothering me, i don't have the strength to fight. 
can't you see that i'm not alright. 

"i don't even care about self-destruction anymore ... what's the use?" (black flag). 

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i can't even stand the sound of your name. 
i'm falling apart because of your games. 
i want to die, now i might. 
don't you get it? i'm not alright