Farewell My Hell (acoustic)

Everything will soon turn black,
So here's my letter.
To get it off my chest.
Promise father, don't look back,
It's not for the better.
I know you tried your best.

 [bad word] ]
Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years.
For long I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears.
Forgive me, life is [bad word] 
I'm leaving you.

Hear you little brother me,
You know I'm sorry,
For every high hand.
Give my love to mother,please
Tell her not to worry.
I hope she'll understand.

So long, don't wait for me in vain.
What's wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could.
Farewell, let the memories be nice.
To [bad word] #33;? Don't think you go there twice.
I'm well off right here, it's more than good.
So Farewell...