I Want To Be Cold

it's raining on me, i don't want it to stop 
i don't want to breathe anymore 
i want soggy ground, i want to feel my feet in the sand 
i want water to rise and to cover all the land 
i want to swim til my arms give out and [bad word] to an end 
i hope it happens soon i can't deal with feeling this bad 
i want to be cold 
and i want it to snow so bad 
i hope your flames don't grow 
i want to be buried in snow 
i hope your flames don't grow 
i just want to be cold 
i don't want you to know