I Rape My Self

Now Im standing here alone at the end of the road
screaming into the emptiness.
Why did we start this way together,
(although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone [bad word]  broken and misused by love !?

Ref:
I rape myself and I don’t know why,
this whole thing makes no sesce, no sense at all!

Have you ever understood me,
Have you ever felt the same,
Have you ever looked in my eyes,
Burry my starving heart…

Ref:
I rape myself and I don’t know why,
this whole thing makes no sense, no sense at all!

My heart was a present
But you didnt understand
You werent ready to go until the end together (beside me)
That is why I'm standing here all alone
screaming into the emptiness…

Ref:
I rape myself and I don’t know why,
this whole thing makes no sense, no sense at all!