Wonderful Lie

I've been away for months
And I can't really take it anymore
'Cause every time I go
I learn the hours better than before

I know there's twenty-four and they're moving slow
Because the minutes carry me away
I spending time, is it spending me
'Cause every second feels like it's a day

Where did it go
I never cared for tomorrow
Just a wonderful lie
The confident kid who would never die

The world was weighing down
And I just can't ignore it anymore
'Cause every time I leave
It kills me as I'm walking out the door

For I am well aware this is all I have
People in places that I've grown to need
And it's enough to make every second seem
Like it's the currency of feeling free

Where did it go
I never cared for tomorrow
Just a wonderful lie
The confident kid who would never die

It's broken my heart, I'm seeing inside
With every breath I take I'm more aware I'll die
Yeah where can I find the peace of mind
That I had back then