Raison d'Etre

aishisugite ita ne ano goro no boku wa itsu demo sou
demo mou miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne

sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo 
tataki [bad word] naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai

kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
karada dake wo motomete ita yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

kizuku goro ni wa kizutsukete ita
wakariaenai boku ga iru yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

saigo wa konna katachi nante ki ga tooku naru hodo ni itakute
me no mae de kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsume nagara


+eng.translation+

I loved you too much at that time that's all I did
but already I'm tired of looking at you someone else is in my arms

now my love becomes nothing hatred wells up inside me
I want to tear it all down my selfishness, too, do you like it?

more than words, much more I wanted
just your body was what I wanted

a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering

by the time I realised it, I had hurt you
we don't understand each other, but I'm here

a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering

that the end should be like this so much pain, I can barely feel a thing
before my eyes you scream with laughter as you stare at the red razor