Everlasting

At dawn you left without a Goodbye,
I felt you slip through my fingers as I watched you fade away
fragile you fought till the bitter end.
I felt my heart sink it happened so quikly like a blur all I know is
in that moment I had nothing left to live for
I felt the world collapse on top of me at goodnight.
My whole life has no meaning,
these walls are falling around me.
It was all for you just to make you proud now its gone
Now its [bad word] gone and i am lost without you
your face the soft sound of your voice ill never hear again
is this real or is this the longest nightmare cause
It seems so unreal to ever feel like this.
And on that day that curtain closed I felt the air drain from my lungs
As half my world left in that breath
and I fear of what's [bad word]