Understand Me (feat. Bonic)

Verse 1 (Ricky Hil)
By the time I woke up, she was already gone,
How can you love me, if I'm alone,
Here I go on a road I never been on,
And I'm leaving you for everything you did wrong,
I don't wanna go back to that same place,
Replay memories that I erased,
It's too bad, I'm irate,
I've been getting real high at a high rate,
My mom said she coming this Friday,
Until then Im'a fly away,
I don't want her to see me like I am now,
This is Nostra, this is Devil's playground,
Pop a pill, play around take her down,
Until shes making sounds
I usually stay around
couple pounds and some lean,
couple nightmares and some dreams,
It ain't what it seems

(Chorus)
I know, you can't understand me,
And I don't really care,
If you can't stand me,
Two grams in my L, a [bad word] in my bed,
Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead,
From my ex if she wishing me well,
You can listen and tell

Verse 2 (Boo Bonic)
Aye I can't help it that sometime I get a chick
But like her friend, better,
How I'm doing, I've been better,
Enough said, Thin letter,
Can't help who you [bad word] with,
Can't choose who you stuck with,
Like huh who she come from,
Wonder who I end up with,
My homies think it's fly yeah,
Me too but it jam though
Always get a little tricky
When you [bad word] the fam though,
Oh, that's [bad word] up,
I pray no karma,
Incase im draped in armor,
Plus both are nice, [bad word] on the other hand though,
Pop that, got ammo,
She a soldier, I'm in camo,
range of bad [bad word]  but they boxed in like
Land rov-er, did it occur, I'm that [bad word]  [bad word] with her, keep [bad word] 1, zero zero per,
Add that cent, [bad word] is you bent, huh

(Chorus)
I know, you can't understand me,
And I don't really care,
If you can't stand me,
Two grams in my L, a [bad word] in my bed,
Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead,
From my ex if she wishing me well,
You can listen and tell

Verse 3 (Ricky Hil)
It's dark out by the time I step out,
I'm really losing it now,
Pain pills sleeping pills and tussin,
I've been abusing it now,
And you don't know, how i've died,
million times, by your side,
And if we try, and if we lose,
How will I fight, past the bruise
Baby I know, that you're loose,
Baby I know what to do with you,
You don't even know what to do with me,
Every pretty broad had their way with me,
Baby I'm thin, running thin here I go again,
If they even really know,
They'd let a mutha [bad word] in

(Chorus)
I know, you can't understand me,
And I don't really care,
If you can't stand me,
Two grams in my L, a [bad word] in my bed,
Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead,
From my ex if she wishing me well,
You can listen and tell