Private Hell

Daylight shines down on my private [bad word] 
As I write another letter to myself;
"We've got nothing worth fighting for",
Emotions drowned and washed upon the shore.

So don't save this,
And don't say it isn't me,
You can't save this,
So don't say you don't believe in me.

Starlight makes my problems seem so small,
As I fight off the urge to end it all.
When you tore my world apart you said;
"There's no reason we can't stay friends".

So don't save this,
And don't say it isn't me.
You can't save this,
So don't say you don't believe.
'cause I know it isn't me,
You won't save this,
So don't say you don't believe...

I can't spend all [bad word]  but I'd rather fly.

Tell me like you still believe,
There was ever room for me.

And don't say it isn't me.
You can't save this,
So don't say you don't believe.
And don't say it isn't me,
You won't save this,
And my love could set you free.