1330 Miles From The Lighthouse

I will measure the distance to lights 
by thousand seconds
And my steps directed away to another coast
I am guilty enough to turn back
But I prefer to go to the bottom
Ready to sold my past
Ready to leave my memory
with all It`s dirt and all It`s diamonds
that diamonds are my demons
that diamonds in my chest must be outcast
And only light from the lighthouse
on another side of ocean
Eternity
I`ve sacrificed 
10 thousands cigarettes
eleven lifes 
And soul sold out
I can not live without disaster