Chaser

When you clear out all the smoke
the memories of those years
seem dimly lit like I never replaced a light bulb.

And when you clear out all the smoke,
they found me on your neighbor's lawn, rambling on,
dizzy and upset and freezing cold.
But I know how it looked when I fell to pieces around you.

I'm a chaser but I found stronger winds.
If you believe her, there's no going home again.
I'm a chaser. I found stronger winds. If you believe her, there's no going home.
(I'm not going home)
I got suckered in.

Please don't make me feel like a disaster.
I'm learning how to put the pieces back together
and turn the aching [bad word] 

And I'm thinking with my head first
No more broken phones or swollen knuckles
from putting holes in the booth by the back wall.

I'm a chaser but I found stronger winds.
If you believe her, there's no going home again.
I'm a chaser. I found stronger winds. If you believe her, there's no going home.
(I'm not going home)
I got suckered in.

When you clear out all the smoke,
(I'm a chaser)
I guess everyone's alone.
(If you believe her)
And when you clear out all the smoke
(I'm a chaser)
I don't see why that's so wrong.

I'm a chaser but I found stronger winds.
If you believe her, there's no going home again.
I'm a chaser. I found stronger winds. If you believe her, there's no going home.
(I'm not going home)
I got suckered in.

I got suckered in.
There's no going home
I got suckered in.
There's no going home again.