But I'm a creep!

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather in a beautiful world
And I wish I was special,
you're so [bad word] special

 [bad word] ]
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so [bad word] special,
I wish I was special

 [bad word] ]
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here

O-oh, o-oh...
 [bad word] out again
 [bad word] out, [bad word]  [bad word]  ru-u-u-un! [bad word] u-u-un!..

Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want
You're so f*cking special,
I wish I was special...