Loss (In Memoriam)

Vast outstreched diamond lakes in the sky
the mighty stillness of mountains
rain will fall - maybe forever
winds of mercy, I hope
will take me far from this...
...This desolate place

And I fear you're love will fade away
And I fear there's no end to this pain
And I fear your heart has turned away
And I fear I won't see you again
And in the night I often turn to the starres
this diamond lake of tears
and I think back
when you and I were one
Under this...
...this desolate sun

And I cry for that broken dream
And I cry for for the absence of your love
And I cry for your broken word
And I cry for the loss of your light

In the season of night let [bad word] 
that the raven may gueard upon thee
and when pursued by snow, rain, wind
and darkness let [bad word] that I see
with the celestial eyes of bright wisdom
(- from the Tibetan Book of the Dead)

And I wish your hand were in mine
And I wish that all is not lost
And I hope that wherever you're fine
And I know I miss you all to much