Rest in Chaos

Allured by the outlandish sector within 
I'm drawn into the bleakness of the dark 
Onward I went alone to seek 
An answer and understanding sought by me 
Fierce coldness biting my skin and face 
Vital strength within, my longing, my desire 
I've fought natures challenge and proceed 
Further I went into the icy abyss 
Consciousness and thought lost to intense element 
My next struggle, myself, my mind 
Never lose complete focus on this task 
I'm weak but never vanquished for I'm here for this 
Much time passed but I know attainment ever lasts 
Unsure my findings, never was the battle lost 
Fatigued, frozen over, bloodied, cut, battered (to and extreme nucleus) 
My journey ends here and begun again 
What was sought was found, new meaning 
I turned my back on the menial humanity 
In these woods in the freezing fires, the exquisite chaos 
Darkness is so beautiful, here I reign 
No more do I live and breath as the mortals I leave behind 
Life is not of living but of higher states of being 
I float among ancient evil and dark souls 
I have found what I wished to see 
My black cosmos awoken me and set forth my quest 
I am cleansed and released from the confining walls of grace 
Extreme nature gave me sight to see truth 
Now I rule and prevail and rest in chaos ... Rest in Chaos