Spank

I don’t remember the first time
But I think I’ll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it ‘gain keeps it alive

There’s specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn’t believe if you knew

(TOM: Oh no, this isn’t real x2)

He doesn’t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time

I don’t remember the first time,
But I think I’ll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds ‘gain keeps it alive

(TOM: Oh no, this isn’t real)
(ALISSA: Yeah)

He doesn’t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time

I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is ?
Panic in my head
I feel it coming all
Taking over view
Oh please not tonight
There’s nothing I can do

This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is paedophilia
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won’t make this upside

I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn’t have a name
My brother is infected
He’s acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all

I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned

Swallow ? break
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this
‘til next time