Coal Tar

[Yonderu dare no koe darou 
Tashika na shiawase na koe 
Ima soko ni iku yo ima] 

[Zutto hagureteita no 
Zutto sabishikatta no 
Mou te wo hanasanaide 
Kono te wo hanasanaide] 

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi 
Nigeru you ni me wo tojita 

Makkura na sekai ni mi wo oite yagate kuru nemuri wo matsu 
Ima made mite kita koto kanjite kita koto watashi wa mou wasuretai 
Keihaku na inori wa azayaka ni nigeteiru ima no watashi wo [bad word] 
Iya ni natte kuru watashi de iru koto watashi to iu nanimo kamo 

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi 
Muchuu de te wo nobasu 

[Akai yuuhi ga mieta 
Mou sugu yoru ni naru kara 
Hayaku kaeranakucha hayaku] 

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi 
Shizundeiku koto ga umaku natta 
Iki mo tsuzukanai kedo 
Oboresasete wa kurenai 

Makenai you ni egao wo miseta kokoro ga orenai you ni 
Dareka ni aisarereba ima yori wa mada ikitai to omoeru kamo shirenai kara 
Dakedo jouzu ni mitsumerarenai 
Datte watashi ga watashi jishin wo kirai nanda kara shinjirarenai no 
Jibun no subete ga suki ni narenai 
Aisaretai yo aisaretai yo 
Dare demo ii tasukete mou kietai no

[Whose voice is calling me 
It must be an blessing voice 
I'll go there now, right now...] 

[I'm always get lost 
I'm always alone 
Don't let go this hand already 
Please don't let go this hand...] 

Even now, on this coal tar's sea 
I'm trying to escape, and close this eyes 

I put myself on this dark world, and I waiting for death 
I already want to forget all things that I see and fell by myself 
The frivolous pray that I made is stil clear, I want to run away but it reflected on me now 
I can't accept thing like that exist on me, but for me, that's all is everything 

Even now, on this coal tar's sea 
I strecthed this hand in a trance 

[I've seen the red setting sun 
Soon it will change into night 
Please return once again, please...] 

Even now, on this coal tar's sea 
I able to be sank on it 
I can't even continue to breath, but 
I don't want to be drowned 

I won't lose and my heart won't break if I see that smiling face 
If I can be loved by someone, maybe I still want to continue to live right now 
Until now I still can't find the dexterity of mine 
I hate myself because of it, and I can't trust on it 
And I can't started to like the entire of my own body 
I want to be loved, I want to be loved 
Someone please help me, because I want to dissapear now