Head

Everytime I love, I lose instead
Every word she said still in my hands, still in my head
If it made things better leaving all those letters left unread
It's still me you're dealing with, 
All these feelings in my head.

I can't take this,
It's on my mind again. 
(You said I'd never let it go)
Once again you win 
But I know the things you've done
But you say it's in the past
The reason for me to jump to these conclusions fast in my head,
If you only knew what was in my head, head, head. 

Everytime I love, I lose instead
Every word she said still in my head, still in my head
If it made things better leaving all those letters left unread
It's still me you're dealing with, 
All these feelings in my head.

I can't take this
It's on my mind again 
Tell me, when you're with him,
Does he [bad word] you like a lover or a friend?
Does he know the things you've done?
Does he think it's in the past?
Because the truth is finally here at last 
In my head, if you only knew what was in my head, head, head...

Everytime I love, I lose instead
Every word she said still in my head, still in my head
If it made things better leaving all those letters left unread
It's still me you're dealing with, 
All these feelings in my head.

I can't take this
Manipulated once again
Breaking until I bend