Looking At The Front Door

We fight every night now that's not kosher

I reminisce with bliss of when we was closer

And wake up to be greeted by an argument again

You act like you're ten

So immature I try to concentrate on a cure

And keep lookin' at the front door

Thinkin' if I were to evacuate

You'd probably be straighter than straight

And wouldn't have so much hate

'Cause you don't know the pain I feel when I see you smilin'

And when I roll up you start wilin'

So I front like everything's hunky-dory

But it's a whole different story

You don't like the fact that I'm me

I don't put on a show

When [bad word] time for you to [bad word] 

And your friends don't understand your choice of man

They speak proper while my speech is from a gargabe can

But regardless, you shouldn't have to be so raw

I'm lookin' at the front door

I'm lookin' at the front door

Baby, I'm lookin' at the front door

I'm lookin' at the front door

And when you're with your friends, I glide to the side

Until the spotlight is mine and never sabotage a good time

But when they're not around, the [bad word] 

I'm the one you're against and it doesn't make sense

'Cause I'm the one that you claim to love for life

But all I get is gray hairs and strife

And I can play some ole stuck-up rapper role

And get foul every time you lose control

But that's not my order of operations

So I should win an award for lots of patience

'Cause that's all a fella can have

With a girl who's shootin' up his world like Shaft

And I don't think that I can take it anymore

I'm lookin' at the front door

My friends always tell me how I'm lucky to possess

The best looking girl in the whole U.S.

But every time you scream, you blow your finesse

Tryin' to dis the Profess-

Or twenty-four hours of acting sore

Sometimes I wish [bad word] down with lockjaw

So I don't have to take in the breakin'

You treat me like a burnt piece of bacon

It seems like just two years

Back when we were bonded and not pierced

But now I keep itchin' to jet

Sitting' in the chair just to stare, set to sprint

Yo, sweetheart, you better take a hint

I say it now like I said it before

I'm lookin' at the front door