Your Disease

I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor 
I never seem to get me, 
and I'm coming back for more 

I can't get it right, self medicated 
Dive down the bottle of the substance I've created 
Bag of excuses, and I feel useless 
Do you know how it feels to be hollowed out? 
Cause I'm drowning, just to catch my breath 
I'm drowning till there's nothing left, 
there's nothing left, 
and I'm about to drown here 
Do you hear me yet? 
Drowning, just to catch my breath 

I'm at the starting line when I've been left behind, 
you all keep going and going until I'm out of time 

Is this Medicine enough to cure? 
Bring me to be your disease 
and I won't be cured 
Bring me to be your disease 

I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor 
I never seem to get me, and I'm coming back for more 
Drowning just to catch my breath 
I'm drowning till there's nothing left, 
there's nothing left 

Get up, get up, get up 

When you're down to nothing you always look for something 
Even if it means you become your own disease 

So hold me closer, 
I need something to make me feel, 
to make me feel again