Polishing Peanuts (feat. Cyph4)

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In the way she looked at me
I said we could possibly
Never part each other again
And I find she felt the same
Love is patient and kind
Love is constant and blind
It's a real crying shame on me
I am forced to decline (x2)

Did I waste it or was it meant to be
Do I deserve it when the only thing left is me?
Yeah I've been dealt some (good big book) of quitting 
But my big thick mouth doesn't make me a liar 
Loved him (and the thing) 
(When the shape he was gone)
I take a good note of that 
And write a crappy rap song 
Love is patient and kind Love is constant and blind 
It's a real crying shame I am forced to decline

In the way she stared at me 
I can see she's seizing me 
Faults and sins stray me again 
And the tale knows no when 

Surrounded in the now 
Pronounce it with a scowl 
Lost and besieged
But I was eager to let the sound drown
Found out I succumbed to numbness 
When I touched the blade 
To watch the drops of blood 
Drip off for every single [bad word] I gave 
Another day exposed 
Closer to post mortem 
My angels need to escape this place 
But I won't force 'em I approach (?) that the reason 
But I seem to pass him by

Then I am finally grasping peace 
When I seem to fantasize 
Could it be I am half alive 
With shards the size of hope
Been in relationship trying to capsize the boat 
I never wait an option
I desolved it ... like in passion when I am scribbling in this land I once admired 
The one desire trying (?) To the need to pass the time To find an equal With the evil of the people I can describe 
The daemons that I am seeking they've been (.....)
 So is that the only reason that my dreams are liberated

In the way she stared at me
I can see she's seizing me 
Faults and sins stray me again 
And the tale knows no when

As, it's for the way she stares 
Its for the way she snort at me 
And every side she snorts at me 
And every side for me 

With her eye's she's shooting me 
I give up my destiny 
You can tell she wants me dead I will show I am already there