Too Deep Until Now

those days, those [bad word] days
i know now you never cared about
those days, those [bad word] days
i know now you never understood
those days will always stay with me
and i, well i wait
maybe its just [bad word] back
but five years down the line
you wont see me ashamed
of what i once was, and what i still am
those days will always stay with me, and i wait
too deep until now, too deep for words (2x) until now
im not sure of where its taking me
but i have always kept those thoughts
deep inside, deep inside of who i am
never ashamed to face up to, those days
will always stay with me and, i wait