[Verse 1]

[Verse 1]

I went from irrelevant to real and now you know what I’m about 
To where my story starts from how the fuck it come about 
Where’d I get my heart from? Defiance in my arteries 
There’s giants in my neighbourhood, the violence is a part of me 
Silencers on shotties while Illuminati’s eying me 
The future’s in my palm, this is who it is that I will be 
It’s intuitive probably, I just knew that it gotta be 
My come down and paranoia’s like I’m through with a robbery 
I came through with the mob with me, my brothers are gangsters 
For real fuck the pinstripe suits, we shoot to kill 
I ain’t no guinea driving around in a Coupe de Ville 
I’m an Irish alcoholic staring with the ruthless grill 
I been around the world from the rhymes that my hands wrote 
Fiends shooting dope in their veins cause they can’t cope 
I read the letters from the prisons that my mans wrote 
And screamed the pain in my life from my damn throat 
Cause I am

[Chorus]

No superstar, no father figure 
I keep it simple for you, it ain’t hard to figure 
I shouldn’t have to scream and shout 
To get my point across, when I was young this is what I dreamed about

Crispy benjamin bills and heroin, hey 
Code of silence, violence never could say 
Fly ho sucking me off every day 
Fuck the world, this is just the American way

[Verse 2]

Rosary beads hang from my neck, sixes on my dice repeatedly 
With Jesus and Judas at the Last Supper 
They’re both starting to eat at me 
I started bogarting the scenery when nobody believed in me 
My friends are ODing and leaving me 
People are pussy pushing me over the edge perceiving me evilly 
Even if I deceivingly mean to be mean, it’s all meaningless 
And I’ll be locked in a six by eight box as a genius 
If the genie is coming out the lamp three wishes 
Then I ask first to stop being so vicious 
Remember back when I was broke and cleaning those dishes 
For five bucks an hour, all I wanted was power 
Number two, I wish that I could be understood 
It’s time to be before I’m six deep under dirt 
Under but finally cause I’m a piece of shit 
I got plenty of people reminding me 
I have visions that you gotta be blind to see 
My third wish is for my son to be a champion 
And see the light when the world’s dark and the lamp is dim 
He can’t be me and thank God that I can’t be him 
Let him know who loves him, this is what I was then

[Chorus]