Farther Down

I've been searching for days now
I've found something I lost
On a holy roller channel asking me what's the cost

On a couch in a cold room
Pouring salt in my wounds
I've been mistake faking [bad word] holding liars balloons

Oh, make me fly for something more
You've been asleep for days now
Living inside your dreams
You know that ain't no way to live or to handle such things
I wanna shake up your system
I wanna rattle your bones
I wanna take you to the stars and then I'll leave you alone

Oh, I would meet you anywhere but I've been
Farther down
I saw you somewhere 
Farther down
Did I expect it?
Now I'm [bad word] with fear
Mama get me out of here
I've gone farther down than I ever wanna go

Lighting up the horizon
To the city skyline
In a faded aspiration only left in our minds
Let us shake up the system
Let's go and rattle their frames
Let's take the highest road away and avoid these trappings

Oh, I would meet you anywhere but I've been
Farther down
I saw you somewhere
Farther down
Did I expect it?
Now I'm [bad word] with fear
Mama get me out of here
I've gone farther down than I ever wanna go

We stood out in the cold
And your eyes, they ate my soul
Beg me [bad word] back down
They beg me [bad word] back down
Then the ground ate my leg
So I looked up the sky and said,
I don't want to go back down
Oh I've been so far down

Heaven help me heaven help for the way I've been

Farther down
Did I expect it?
Now I'm [bad word] with fear
Mama get me out of here
I've gone farther down than I ever, than I ever wanna go
Farther down
I saw you somewhere
Farther down
Did I expect it?
Now I'm [bad word] with fear
Mama get me out, mama get me out of here