I wished hard, hard
for your [bad word] smile that you hide
I want to go far, far away
So I tell you “goodbye”

I want to understand that what you [bad word] want to cherish
isn’t just one thing, but–

Hey, please keep your eyes on me alone
My spotless heart will be shaken up by you

If it’s possible
I want to acknowledge you (yet I can’t accept you)
Mud is painted on the white canvas
Will I live shouldering everything?

Deep, deep down, I prayed
I paint a fake smile on myself
I want to go close, close to you
Let me hear a “I’m sorry” from you

I want to understand that the ideal image I’m seeking in you
can’t be achieved, but–

Hey, I can’t stop; I keep thinking of you alone
No matter how much time passes, my heart won’t be satisfied

I want to understand you
as much as possible (yet I [bad word] you)
While nothing has been painted on the canvas
That’s right, I want you to live on beautifully

I certainly can believe that I should be able to find
what you and I cherish

Ah, I want to notice that you’re still looking at me
Even if I’m starting to break down, I can’t give up our bond

If it’s possible
I want to feel you (I want to try watching over you)
dream is painted on the white canvas
I can see everything, from now on and forever

I can’t go back anymore, I’ve started to notice it now
My pure white heart will be repainted

I want to get
as close to you as possible (I can take a step forward)
On the white canvas, I’ll keep painting
your vivid future

I want to acknowledge you (yet I can’t accept it)
I want to understand you (yet I [bad word] you)
I want to feel you (I want to try watching over you)
I want to get closer to you (I can take a step forward)