The first time that it came to me

The first time that it came to me
I was a young boy, little did I not believe
I had a hole in my heart
And I was looking for a piece that fit

The next time I was privy to
The dirty secrets, all the little hidden clues
And when I added it up
I knew a little but a little won't do

Can anybody out there tell me something true
Preferably something that no-one can dispute
When everybody's spilling life long secrets
I'm betting safely on a man who will keep this
Despite his weakness
He'll take his secrets to the grave

And we will leave it all behind
(Don't ever leave anyone you love behind)
So get your fill while you're alive
(Don't you ever learn to take you alive)
And I don't know where the lies and the truth began
Don't listen to anyone telling you anything it's the truth
It's all relative

Though I know it will never come to this
I have a secret and the secret is
There was a lie that I told myself
Until it became the truth

Rest assured I have a plan b in my mind
If all the webs I weave ever come unwind
But I've got plenty of time

Can anybody out there tell me something true
Preferably something that no-one can dispute
When everybody's spilling life long secrets
I'm betting safely on a man who will keep this
Despite his weakness
He'll take his secrets to the grave

And we will leave it all behind
(Don't ever leave anyone you love behind)
So get your fill while you're alive
(Don't you ever learn to take you alive)
And I don't know where the lies end and the truth begins
Don't listen to anyone telling you anything it's the truth
It's all relative

I still believe in mysteries
And all their lies in memories
And though they lay my body in the ground
I plan to never settle down

I took the medicine
But the pills won't work
The pills they don't do anything
But rearrange all the littlest things
And I know a little bit
But that bit won't do
That bit I know is irrelevant
So I guess this song is irrelevant, too