The phone keeps on ringing, I'm praying it's your voice, but it's

The phone keeps on ringing,
I'm praying it's your voice, but it's not.
My mind keeps on burning
My mind keeps on stumbling,
Close my eyes.
Trying to move on
But I'm in a pool of pain.
I'm drowning in our past,
I'm hitting the dead and 
Trying to understand
How we fell through hand in hand.