Weight Of The World

I black out in the room again
Busted lip and broken skin
I wake up in the bathroom
And dare not bother asking
Why the mirror's cracked and all I see
Are shards of glass inside of me

This voice is there to dare me
My father's here to scare me

And my mother she sits beyond the door
She's curled up, crying on the floor
"Look at what our son's done,
When the weight of all the world's gone wrong."
It's gone wrong again
Gone [bad word] wrong
It's gone wrong again

Liars they leave a guilty trail
Let me tell you something people,
I've been lying for [bad word] years
That must be why I'm standing in this space

Di, di, Disregarding that I've created these monsters
Their on [bad word] both of my sides
So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes
From all four of their eyes

And while I wait for wounds to heal
I see you by the window sill
Your heart's torn out, a plastic spoon
When honesty lit up that room
So I stole the pillowcase to clean
This mess I'd made of someone's dream
Now you see what I've done

When the weight of all the world's gone wrong
It's gone wrong again
Gone [bad word] wrong
It's gone all wrong again

This room is old and wise
And I fall into the bed and wonder,
"How did I get here?"
The little boy who would argue with a tree

Just [bad word] thump his head and he'll turn back to normal
So why is this what I see?

Don't bother trusting
Don't bother waiting
Don't bother changing things that won't give in to changing.
Just let me go away.
I'm packed. Whenever.
I'm down. Whenever
Let's go...let's really, really go.