Providence

Show me a reason to feel this invincible,
the heavy rain could feel less incredible.
When I'm soaked to the bone, and still, I'm so alone.
For all these dreams that take a hold of my life,
hold my head, submerge the night. [bad word]  without the use of speech,
I'm seeing visions, I haven't slept in weeks.
I'm finding stars, I thought were city lights
I'm searching sunsets, accepting lonely nights,
To find my own so long ago.
If this was timeless, if only I could change time,
beneath the world, you hang my eyes to the sky.
Be still my darling, they're [bad word] for me
the echoed silence, is still beckoning.
It's still beckoning.
That weightless notion that carries my soul,
the open sky can only lead me home.
I stay awake to feel alive sometimes,
but close my eyes, to say I’ve seen the light
and if only, I could be that someone,
you used to know I used to know.