Doused

Never had [bad word] so far
but you really gotta get away
you know it in the [bad word] to it.

Caught a rising star
but then you let it drop into the ocean 
now the [bad word] through it.

Now you’ve gone so far
you really had to get away
you knew it in your [bad word] to it.

Acting like [bad word] so far
the bed you made yourself and this house and me
are all falling apart.

Never thought you’d go so far
but you’re really gone and it’s been so long
I never really think about it.

You made a beating heart
Whatever, now that amber light has faded
and it’s yours [bad word] to it.

Act like it stops and starts
a gesture here and there
for me is one thing
but I felt it every time you blew it

Now you’ve gone too far
your urge [bad word] is back
and we all know.