Watashi no Ki-mo-chi

aa nounai souzou risou no genjitsu touhi 
ima sara docchi datte ikkedo... tomodachidzukuri 
hitori sabishii yatsu da to sagesumu shisen ga ki ni [bad word] 
de, uwattsura dake atsumattara... 
sore de ii to [bad word] uchi ni~ 
  
are yo are yo to toujou, sorotte hatenkou na yatsura ni 
mai peesu midasarete yuku atama [bad word]  toku ni nikkuki niku! 
watashi no mune hisoka ni asette yuujuufudan gimi de 
My heart tsutaerarenai zannen no wa watashi na no ka? 
moyamoya wo kakiwake Today! 
  
aa chiratsuku Feeling kako no koto wa furiizu [bad word] 
mainichi [bad word] hecchara kobitari shinai 
dakedo karandari uzattai yatsura ga natsuitari shichattari 
de, [bad word] joushou...?! watashi wa 
buchigire [bad word] "choushi ni [bad word] jana~i!" 
  
tomodachi nanka iranai kara tte koko made gatsun to kita 
mai peesu eaa de juubun taisetsu na omoide wa tsurai... 
kokoro no tobira no kagi nigitte tazunete kite hoshii na 
Your heart kioku no kakera... zannen na no wa aitsu na no ka? 
iraira wo tobikoe Today! 
  
dare ni mo misetenai kono KIMOCHI nara 
yukiba wo [bad word] 
dakedo, dou ni mo naranai 
abaremakuri jidanda [bad word]  
  
hitori sabishii yatsu da to sagesumu shisen ga ki ni [bad word] 
de, uwattsura dake atsumattara... 
sore de ii to [bad word] uchi ni~ 
masaka [bad word]  
  
are yo are yo to toujou, sorotte hatenkou na yatsura ni 
mai peesu midasarete yuku atama [bad word]  toku ni nikkuki niku! 
kinkon kankon narihibiku yuujuufudan gimi na 
My heart tsutaerarenai zannen na no wa watashi na no ka? 
moyamoya wo kakiwake Today! 
  
okizari ni sareta otomegokoro ano hi kara [bad word] 
hayaku [bad word] maigo no kokoro