A New Beginning

If everything that I've loved is all but lost, 
I'd carry you away from here. 
But nothing left for me, nothing is sincere. 
Ill swallow my past and leap towards fear, 
Maybe its me, 
Or maybe its just this feeling. 
That I'm somewhat just sinking. 
And maybe its just me that I can't push on. 
But I will find another way. 
Another way for me to sieze this day. 

new beginning has dawned upon us. 
new beginning. 
I will somehow conquer my destiny. 
I will somehow rise above. 
With you, I'm powerless. 
Let me be on my own. 
 [bad word] the man I am. 

The hardest part where my visions [bad word] unreal. 
Where my phobias awaken. 
In my dreams, where I rip apart this seal. 
The very fabric of life. 
What holds us together is torn apart and I can't hold 
Back 
But look at the ash 
 [bad word] below me and everything that I've destroyed. 

Oh. 

new beginning has dawned upon us. 
new beginning. 
I will somehow conquer my destiny. 
I will somehow rise above. 
With you, I'm powerless. 
Let me be on my own. 
 [bad word] the man I am. 

I will never be the hero