Heaven

[bad word] #9786; 
Heaven is inside you 
Heaven when I ride you 
Heaven, do you want me? 
Is Heaven just in my mind? 

[Verse 1☺ 
Lately I'm noticing unfamiliar faces 
On my block, in my circle, them familiar places 
And the sun don't shine like it used to 
These rainy days ain't something that I'm used to 
Catching myself swerving in and out of traffic 
Ice-grillin niggas for no reason like I want static 
Wifey telling me, "Be a little easy, daddy" 
Is that a sign from God because she need me badly? 
Crazy wilding, maybe I got a death wish 
Blood pressure rising, anxiety got me breathless 
Blood ain't thicker than these waves that I'mr iding through 
Blood stained my chest as I'm laying in this hospital 
Our Father, have mercy on my soul 
Ready to die even though the saying gets old 
The meek shall inherit the earth, I inherited worse 
I inherited a curse for whatever it's worth 

 [bad word] #9786; 
Heaven is inside you 
Heaven when I ride you 
Heaven, do you want me? 
Is Heaven just in my mind? 

[Verse 2☺ 
Things just ain't been the same lately 
Faces got crooked, handshakes got shady 
My pops said it's the popularity maybe 
Yeah maybe, that don't really add up to no gravy 
Either way I feel I'm following my foot steps 
Everywhere I go there go hwere my kids rest 
I can't accept lame niggas trying to stress me 
Gotta find a way to design a plan to get free 
Caught me speeding with a busted heeadlight 
Right through the red light, no time for me to get nice 
The liquor probably make a [bad word] more antsy 
Plus I fogot the.45 tucked in my pantry 
Need to hit a phonebooth, not cause I'm Superman 
Gotta make a call to tell my kids I wanna hold their hands 
Give them one last hug, give mom one last kiss 
 [bad word] outta luck, why it got to end like this? 

 [bad word] #9786; 
Heaven is inside you 
Heaven when I ride you 
Heaven, do you want me? 
Is Heaven just in my mind?