Alone

Is there anyone to heal my wound?
If i leave it alone, it's going to continually get worse
I'm really scared of love and people
I'm afraid of being alone, i'm afraid of being forgotten

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart
bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I lock myself in the gloomy darkness

365 days, all year long, I wander
Jack Sparrow holds [bad word]  chasing my spirit
The raging hurricane, tightening my belt
rapper who forfeited his orientation and lost his way
I fight again with the other me who's hiding inside me

When she left, she told me
“Even when you're next to me, it's like you're not there"
blade-like love that [bad word] off when you touch it
It was a cold love where my heart froze over

Yeah, living for one minute, one second is not living
Everyday, I fear every day
m'aidez! Someone, pull me out

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart
bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I lock myself in the gloomy darkness

When I faced our farewell that came without warning,
afraid that i'd be alone again, I ignored it
The past times that I yearn for even in my dreams
Hoping for those times to return to me, with an earnest heart
I prayed every night

The arrow of memories that pulled the bowstring and left my hand
it flies endlessly towards the far target
I'm asking you [bad word] back to me, to hold onto my hand
No matter how many times I call you, though I endlessly shout for you
there's no response from you

In my memories, no matter how much I [bad word] to erase your existence
Every night, in my dreams,
She appears, wiping away my falling tears
What should I do? Say that everything is ok?
Lie to myself? I can't take this anymore!

When it hurts, I hurt too. When it's sad, I'm sad too
My frozen heart keeps accusing me
Really, it's the end. Really, I'm okay.
The tears that I've held in keeps pouring down on me

Is there anyone to heal my wound?
If i leave it alone, it's going to continually get worse
I'm really scared of love and people
I'm afraid of being alone, i'm afraid of being forgotten

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart
bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I lock myself in the gloomy darkness