Nostalgia

I found a picture of you and me 
from 1989 when we 
shared the world together 
happy as teens could be 
Life's a whirlwind and time's a [bad word] 
I pick our past up off the floor 
I write these lines just in case 
I don't see you no more 
Maybe you're married 
you've got it made 
Maybe you're famous 
or just get played 
Maybe you showed up at our show 
but maybe I will never know  [bad word]  
no, I will never know 
cuz' you're somewhere 
where I can't go 
a million miles away 
or right here next to me 
I've tried so many times 
to find the home that once was mine 
a million miles away or 
right here next to me 
[end [bad word]  
just one sign is all I want 
to move on where we started from 
I've tried as hard as I could try 
not even sure you're still alive 
what's with all that we once shared 
please forgive me but I care 
I scream as loud as I can scream 
but you don't hear me  [bad word]  
I survived our separation 
but I can't wait for all time 
all I need is a little information 
so I can leave it behind  [bad word]