Getting money still sad too

[Verse 1: Horsehead]
I wanna kill myself but no one believes me
I just wanna be loved why they gotta deceive me
Get what they want then they leave me
I just want you to see me, believe me
Honestly I'm the one and you need me, and I need you
It's transparent, it's see through
I'm gettin money still sad too

[Hook: Lil Peep]
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
Now I know I don't love you anymore
But if you show me a sign, show me a sign
Maybe I could find another reason to try
Now I know I don't love you anymore
But if you show me a sign, show me a sign
Maybe I could find another reason to cry

[Verse 2: Horsehead]
You're the reason I try
You make me wanna die
I think you're so cute
It kills me every time
And I gotta death wish so I wanna make you mine
I think it's a sign that when the stars align
GothBoiClique, in the black benz [bad word] I don't give a [bad word] 

[Hook: Lil Peep]
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you
Gettin money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't