Sour Sigh

Breathe in and sigh
 Wake up the beast I have inside
 Dark thoughts of death run through my mind
 Drums of wars marking the stars of the battle
 I just don't feel the same 

 It's cruel and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control 

 Creeping down
 Just crawling through the darkness
 Falling to the silence
 And gloom of my days 

 It's cruel and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control 

 Sometimes I try to know why I
 Lost my mates and risked my life
 Gave up on my dreams and hopes
 Sometimes I wish I had more time
 To heal, to heal my soul 

 It's cruel and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control
 I
 Just a pawn to sacrifice
 Sometimes I try to know why I
 Lost my mates and risked my life
 Gave up on my dreams and hopes
 Sometimes I wish I had more time
 To heal, to heal my soul