A dream that won't come true

Im sorry I didn't listen to you all the time 
I didn't mean to make you think I didn't care 

I just wanted you to know I still love you 

I tried to kill myself back in october 
I just wanted to end all of my troubles 

I wish I had you here to talk to me 

Last night I walked through the streets 
I stumbled across the highway 

I wonder what would happen if I jumped 

Would you even give me a call 
To see if I was alive 

I tried so hard to make you love me