I'm closer to the golden dawn

I'm closer to the golden dawn 
I can't believe the wagon's gone 
It's history 
I'm living in a callous realm 
Where others seem to dig it 
Just too much reality 

I'm frightened by the total goal 
I'm drawing to the ragged hole 
And I ain't got the wagon anymore 
No, I ain't got the wagon anymore 

I'm the twisted name on Uma's eyes 
I'm living proof of Cindy's lies 
Of destiny 
I'm drawing between the light and dark 
Where others see their targets 
I can't see anything 
Should I leave the engine on 
To listen to that mountain song 
Sinking in the quicksand of my thoughts 
And I ain't got the wagon anymore 

Don't believe in yourself 
Don't deceive with belief 
The knowledge comes with death's release 
Oh, oh, oh, oh... 

Not too stable 
Hanging by a string 
Can't face the thoughts 
No wheels will bring 
I gotta go 

It's bad enough being at home 
Without a way to leave the damage 
Is gonna show 

If I don't explain 
What you oughta know 
You can tell me all about it 
At the next ball show 
I'm sinking in the quicksand of my thoughts 
And I ain't got the power anymore 

Don't believe in yourself 
Don't deceive with belief 
The knowledge comes with death's release 
Oh, oh, oh, oh... 

Don't believe in yourself 
Don't deceive with belief 
The knowledge comes with death's release 
Oh, oh, oh, oh... 

Don't believe in yourself 
Don't deceive with belief 
The knowledge comes with death's release 
Oh, oh, oh, oh...