I'm Not Here

I would say I'm sorry but that just wouldn't be enough. There are days [bad word] my way. There's not a day that goes by that it don't. And I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss you anymore. The [bad word] is without you I wouldn't be here and without you I feel like I'm not here.

 [bad word] 
I'm not here I messed up now I'm reaping the bed I have sewn. All my [bad word] undone, now your memory is all I know. It's all I know.

I've recently learned a life lesson. Sometimes it's just too late. And all of the sweat, the tears and the blood can never tackle the fight over fate. Maybe I stepped a little too hard, oh yes I stepped right on that crack. I've walked under ladders, I've broken mirrors, and I've crossed that big black cat's path.

*repeat [bad word] 

If I could, know I would try and make what I did different. But I can't so I won't make up for the damage I did. Say you'll try just to see what you used to love in me.

*repeat [bad word]