ENGLISH 'Complication' Durarara!!

The clouds in the sky are shrouding round my head
To cry out drops of rain
As I walk on this lane filled up with worry and pain

With nowhere to go, I swallow all my ache
And hide in solitude
I want to find someplace my anxiety's subdued

I'm scared to think what may
Tomorrow throws my way
I worry everyday that my life will shatter
Will I fall apart? I'm asking my heart
If in the days [bad word]  I'll find out the answer

The satisfactions in my life are like a [bad word] 
And tomorrow, I will paint a brighter day

But I can see reality stain my whole world with [bad word] that are shrouding my day black
I'll shine to keep the clouds away

I feel so pathetic for being such a coward
I ran away 'cause I was so overpowered
There's nothing that I do that makes me feel a fire
I got nothing that I need, nor do I desire
The same old boring day just keeps rewinding
Everybody's fears just keep on binding
Still they act tough, like they're hot stuff
But it doesn't matter 'cause it's all a big bluff
The same routine everyday is boring
Need to get outside and start exploring
Thoughts inside my mind are overlapping
 [bad word] out of lines to keep on rapping
Gotta get out of [bad word] I hide in
To make all this pressure start subsiding
Time to find the place that'll warm my heart
That'll give my life a kickstart

I'm scared to think what may
Tomorrow throws my way
I worry everyday that my life will shatter
Will I fall apart? I'm asking my heart
If in the days [bad word]  I'll find out the answer

The satisfactions in my life are like a [bad word] 
And tomorrow, I will paint a brighter day

But I can see reality stain my whole world with [bad word] that are shrouding my day black
I'll shine to keep the clouds away

The limited amount of time I have left to paint a
Future that will never fade away from my hand
It's all I need to give me strength to stand

The satisfactions in my life are like a [bad word] 
And tomorrow, I will paint a brighter day

But I can see reality stain my whole world with [bad word] that are shrouding my day black
I'll shine to keep the clouds away

The satisfactions in my life are like a [bad word] 
And tomorrow, I will paint a brighter day

But I can see reality stain my whole world with [bad word] that are shrouding my day black
I'll shine to keep the clouds away