To The Stage (Me)

I'm out the door, I'm on my [bad word] again like every night before 
I'm off the wall, out of my [bad word] mind, I'm out of control 
I'll be the end of her, I'm in her head and in control 
She's let me in, now take a sip and let the show begin 
The floor's all yours, the house is full 
You've made the slip now take the fall 
I pull your strings, you're too deep in 
So will she sink or swim? 

Ladies and gentlemen place your [bad word] bets 
Here they come 

Oh she's drown, how very spectacular 
What a work of art I've spawned 
Man am I proud of myself on this one 
She's such a [bad word] masterpiece 
Self destruction is such a pretty little thing 

I know that I should walk away 
But I can't bring myself to quit this game 
She's just a beautiful girl with the weight of the world on her shoulders 
I'm just a kick in the teeth from a world that's painted gold 

She's out the door, she's on her [bad word] again like every night before 
She's off the wall, out of her [bad word] mind, she's out of control 
I was the end of her 
In her head, in control 

Just like before 
I should've told you again 
That I'm so sorry 
I'm so sorry