Pushing me away (piano version)

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre [bad word] 
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away (2x)

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Pre [bad word]  [bad word] (2x)

We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
 [bad word] (2x)

Pushes me away(2x)