Old Fake Show

Sometimes it's very hard to wait
 for things that will make you happy.
 You must close your mouth 
and wait till time will come. Wait... 
Some men are trying to [bad word] up.
 Even then you must keep silence.
 Your mind is boiling and you explode. 
You gave a [bad word] man now... 
Just leave me alone now, 
if you can.
 I've never done the way you do.
 You've betray yourself 
and killed my dream. 
What's the reason
 for this old fake show?
 Sometimes i'm looking in your eyes
 and i can not understand you. 
For what you telling suc
h a [bad word] behind my back, man?
 Some days 
the voice inside myself is telling me
 "Don't do like them".
 Just leave me alone now, if you can.
 I've never done the way you do.
 You've betray yourself 
and killed my dream. 
What's the reason for this
 old fake show?
 How i feel - 
it is not your deal, [bad word]  
Thought inside
 trying to explode me.