I Am Sorry

I know so well that you are trying hard
To make my life as beautiful as heaven,
But sometimes when I'm dreaming in my mind
I feel that we're not meant to be together.
And I won't say a word of it
Because your love made me complete
With all the warmth you gave to me
I feel your love's so  deep…

 I'm sorry
 Unfaithfulness in me
 Is deeper 
 Then I thought it would be
 I'm holding
 knife behind my back
 I'm sorry
 For hurting you instead of

Loving you is more then I can take
Like some savage beast I'm locked within my lies
I look at you and feel my eyes are fake
Cause there's nothing inside but compromise.
Oh please don't say a word of it 
Cause your love made me so complete
With all the doubts I have inside
I feel your love's so deep…

 I'm sorry
 Unfaithfulness in me
 Is deeper 
 Then I thought it would be
 I'm holding
 knife behind my back
 I'm sorry
 For hurting you instead of loving.

 I hear you're suffering
 You've tried to talk to me
 Haven't said anything
 This conflict is too deep.
 And you've been sentenced for this torture by your love
 Have no strength to stay with me
 Have no strength to leave

Nata Smirina © 2008