Exit Wounds Part III The Unbeliever

Never again will I see his face
It's already lost from my memory
He's dead and gone, no sense in praying
No time is left for him to love me

He'll never see me [bad word] a man
He'll never see me do the best I can
My hope has already begun to fade
There is no miracle to stop my rage

Dead and gone, no life after death
I don't believe-don't preach to me
Call me crazy but I just don't see
I think your beliefs are just fantasy
I've lost my dad and I don't know why
Anyone would choose to fight and die
He left us here and I don't believe
That war is worth the pain and grief

 [bad word] and peace can I have?
Is there a way I can ease my mind?
Those who claim in life beyond
Are just the blind leading the blind

He'll never be here to share my dreams
To give advice when life is bleak
I feel abandoned in my hour of need
My anger builds, another flame to feed