Lost One's Weeping (English + Piano Cover)

Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife

Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right

Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low

But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know

...is nonfiction

So good with numbers, science, math I like

But I'm terrible at English so I despise

This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong"

And I feel that everything I choose will always be false

And today

This homework

About me

blank sheet

 [bad word] 

Content with

This life I will now live

'Til I think why are we

just sometimes no always

Saying how we're sad and

Saying how we're lonely? 

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey, just tell me how

It's not like I care now

Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime

And again hypnotically swimming through time

Behind the power and guards I put up

I hide

Knowing they had long died 

From problems

My resolve

Just can't solve

That homework

 [bad word] 

Content with

This life I will now live

'Til I think and he speaks

That demon inside us

Saying "let me just leave"

Saying "someone kill me!"

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey just tell me how

Hey just tell me how!

Can you even say the formula of area now?

Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?

Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die?

Hey, who could it be?

No, it's gotta be...

Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?

But what the [bad word] is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?

Can a single person out there just explain it to me?

Hey, just tell me how

It's not like I care now!