Я сошла с ума

All the things she said [bad word] through my head
This is not enough!

I'm in serious [bad word] 
I feel totally lost,
If I'm asking for help.
It's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes.
Could I ever believe such
a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but
I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place
Where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we
can be free

 [bad word] 

And I'm all mixed up,
Feeling cornered
 [bad word] 
They say it's my fault but
I want her so much
Wanna fly her away
Where the sun and rain [bad word] in over my face,
Wash away all the shame
When they stop
and stare -
Don't worry me
Cause I'm feeling for her
What she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend,
I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad,
Going out of my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?