it's like I Woke up from nightmare x2

it's like I Woke up from nightmare x2
 
it's like I Woke up from nightmare,
Because I finally got away from you/
And I ain't ever going back there,
If its the last thing I ever do
And now its R-I-P
Because its over and your dead to me,
You just a memory,
that I can't - break,
No I can't shake, the ghost that you left behind here

Riddle me this,
when is it you decided to turn into a [bad word] 
We used to be lower than down,
anybody that knew us would admit/
Then you suddenly switched
(yeah you suddenly switched)
In all of my years, I never seen someone corrupted so quick
Lately I'm feelin like I'm being haunted by all of these
demons that i got inside of me/
deep in my arteries/
Don't even know the reason or pathology//\r [bad word] it it I feel like I'm ready to blow up, I'm ready to blow up
and  call it a wrap//(Call it a wrap)
You can have all my [bad word]  if it means that I see you, 
I don't want it back/ 

it's like I Woke up from nightmare,
Because I finally got away from you/
And I aint ever going back there,
If its the last thing I ever do
And now its R-I-P
Because its over and your dead to me,
You just a memory,
that I can't - break,
No I can't shake, the ghost that you left behind here

I'm in the deep end, I think I'm sinking,
And Ive been suffocating, struggling just to breathe in//
I feel like i been tryna get away forever now
I'm just tryna runnaway and go whever now//\r [bad word] em, I dont hear you,
You in my rear view,
Catch the exhaust up out my vehicle, *swerve//
I feel like ive been waitin for this day forever now,
And that wherever you may be I hope you're never found